I have considered it, sorry to say, but i've never tried and don't plan too. Why kill yourself when you have life ahead of you? And I love my family to much to do that to myself.
Sometimes i get shills and feeze with anger and adrenalin that makes me punsh hard. And it feals like my head is going to pop of. And that hurts. I thing i can make a 7 meters jump with that ragee. I made a 5 meters jump today... Without adrenalin anger. Now, you may wonder why i get this pissed? First: i eat to much when i'm angry. I get hard with adenalin fter that. An why am i angry? Well it's a girl involved. This makes me eat much when i'm angry. And that gets me hard with adrenain. And.. Well *POFF* Hes down. One punsh! Did i help you enough?
Understanding the meening of life has two ways, one following it and the second understanding it
Yes. I have atempted 3 times. All failed. But I get these thoughts everyday. And its complicated because even the people who think they understand don't. The things you think in your head are horrid, You feel the pain, you learn to love it and move on. Asorbing more and more taking it in...your nothing. Out of the many problems out there that one thought kills more than any sickness or dieses. But if you think about it, What could go wrong, What has gone wrong, Will it ever change? Death won't be the answer, But it's the sweet escape that urges your fingers.
Suicide is an option many people are willing to take, if there is an afterlufe, It's they're escape. Really, Suicide isn't nearly half as bad as most of the things out there, Sadly it crosses a lot of minds each day . . . v.v
“It may not mean anything to you, But try to hear me through, You're beautiful”(: