Lock yourself in a panic room and mark the days that you don't have connection on the walls. And keep saying "Better safe then sorry, better safe then sorry" to yourself while twitchng widley and hugging your legs while moving back and fourth.....
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Or you could play something...
Giving up doesn't always mean your weak. Sometimes it means your just strong enough to let go.