I posted this, but then deleted it out of fear that the people from my past on this website, who have stalked me into recent days and discussed wanting to see me die would see - and maybe even have power over me, but that isn't the case from what I've heard and I should be allowed to be able to use this platform to vent about the things that happened to me here when I was much younger - which was all at the fault of vile individuals, not this website itself just to make that clear.
I was a user on this website during the early 2000's, around when the website first started out. I logged in every day, had several friends and overall always had a good experience on this platform, I even had most of the moderator jobs with the first one I was given being chatmin. Though, being as young as I was, I would eventually start doing things, and talking to people that I shouldn't had been talking to at my age - if you catch my drift. There was a privacy breach, and all of my private messages got leaked out, and despite the very serious nature of things that happened to me, I was shamed and bullied relentlessly rather than consoled and sympathized with.
There were many users back in the day who didn't like me, to an almost obsessive degree. This proved to be more accurate than I could have ever imagined, since in recent times, just a few months ago I decided to join the unofficial discord server for this website. I curiously typed in my username, to see if I had ever been mentioned - which brought me down a rabbit hole where there were many messages spanning over the past several years, even some from as recent as this year, discussing my past, calling me names, stalking my social media accounts, and even going as far as to fantasize my death. These are people who I haven't spoken to in well over a decade, so it caught me off guard. I eventually discussed it all with Hullbreach - and after some genuine conversation, this account of mine was revived and I was able to return to reminisce.
Despite everything that happened to me when I was much younger, it's nice to see that this website is still alive with what seems to be a much kinder demographic of people who have been kind about my return despite not even knowing who I am or my lore on this platform.
It's nice to be able to vent in a place where I was once kicked around like a dead horse, but I don't plan to cause any problems or name anybody specifically, but wanted to leave my story here as these are things I've had to keep to myself ever since I was a child.
